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How come I feel like this?? It should not happen again. Why is this keep happening? What is the lesson that it want me to pass? and WHY the hell on earth she wouldn't understand? I have never felt this sick of myself and all the things that keep hitting on me. I have never felt like I want to jump off the bridge, cut myself, or drive so fast and hit the tree. WTF???!!!!

It hurts like hell again, and I don't even know how to describe this shit!! She just doesn't get it, does she?   ..................................................................

I AM AT THE POINT WHERE I DO NOT WANT TO GIVE THE FUCK ABOUT THIS ANYMORE!!!!!

IF only I could end this life...

IF only my heart would stop beating....

IF only I could shut everything off......

IF only I don't have to give the SHIT about it.....

IF only I just stop trying....

I WOULD NOT BE IN THIS FUCKING PAIN!!!!

Beep Beep

Dear Rain,

It's already November, and nothing has been improved. Before next year began, things should be done. Things will be done; start from today. Dreams are the wishes your heart makes. You are dying for them to come true. You've got everything it takes, but one important thing....ACTION!!!

You can dream, think, and talk about them but they will mean nothing if you don't do anything. Take ACTIONS! Start from today.

Life is in your hands, power is in your hands. Need better life so don't wait for tomorrow to come สู้ๆๆๆๆๆ นะ ทำได้แน่นอน 

From Rain,
I know I cannot wait to live my own life. There is nothing in this world that I can't do :-D