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How come I feel like this?? It should not happen again. Why is this keep happening? What is the lesson that it want me to pass? and WHY the hell on earth she wouldn't understand? I have never felt this sick of myself and all the things that keep hitting on me. I have never felt like I want to jump off the bridge, cut myself, or drive so fast and hit the tree. WTF???!!!!

It hurts like hell again, and I don't even know how to describe this shit!! She just doesn't get it, does she?   ..................................................................

I AM AT THE POINT WHERE I DO NOT WANT TO GIVE THE FUCK ABOUT THIS ANYMORE!!!!!

IF only I could end this life...

IF only my heart would stop beating....

IF only I could shut everything off......

IF only I don't have to give the SHIT about it.....

IF only I just stop trying....

I WOULD NOT BE IN THIS FUCKING PAIN!!!!

Beep Beep

Dear Rain,

It's already November, and nothing has been improved. Before next year began, things should be done. Things will be done; start from today. Dreams are the wishes your heart makes. You are dying for them to come true. You've got everything it takes, but one important thing....ACTION!!!

You can dream, think, and talk about them but they will mean nothing if you don't do anything. Take ACTIONS! Start from today.

Life is in your hands, power is in your hands. Need better life so don't wait for tomorrow to come สู้ๆๆๆๆๆ นะ ทำได้แน่นอน 

From Rain,
I know I cannot wait to live my own life. There is nothing in this world that I can't do :-D

Amazing Vids on Youtube

I love how amazing she is. She's a beautiful girl with great personality :)

The original is alright, but I'm in love with this cover more xD

And the love we shared: 'Zoom into me'

And the love we shared: 'Zoom into me': "“Zoom into me” An outsiders prospective into the window of Bill Kaulitz's mind. Written By: Sallyannechris Bill Kaulitz. We know the b..."

 

Another amazing post from my friend Sally ^^ I really love this blog of her. She also lets people share their thoughts about "What's your idea of True Love" Here's mine.  

Though I haven't been so lucky with the L word, but I think I've got enough experience to talk about it. For me, the true love should be like this. A love that you can give without wanting anything in return. Seeing your lover happy is what makes you happy though it could mean you may not be with him/her. A love that can survive without sexual thing - it doesn't depend on physical stuffs only. One understands if his/her lover cannot be together all the time, or have less time to give than other couples because he/she's got important thing to do. Both of you still find time, even a little, to make a call or meet up just to keep this relationship alive - not easily give up and throw it away. A love that you willing to sacrifice for your love, be patient, believe in him/her, don't be jealous and give trust, have faith, and look over all little things but focus on good things about your lover and reasons why you love him.

I did these to kill time )':

Avril Avril Avril Lavigne!!!!!

She is so beautiful. I really like her new songs on her newest album. Gotta have it :)

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